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Listen to 3 Doors Down, "Pages", and maybe you can figure out why I quit. A person bothers to put themselves out there, and no one bothers to care what they have to say, what do you expect.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

If only this really worked...

I came across this. I generally do not inflict this kind of thing on other people, just because I think it's BS. I don't really believe in karma, fate, whatever you like to call it. I do believe that someone can have unforeseen effects on those around them. A kind word, a helpful gesture, a phone call just to say 'hi, how are you', some little things can make or break a person's day. It is nice to wish, to dream, that maybe a certain someone might be paying attention, and something would happen. I'll strike out the parts I don't believe. Anyway, here it is...

"You opened it. Good luck. Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they miss you. Something good will happen to you between 1:00 pm and 4:40 pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere. Tonight at midnight they will remember how much they loved you. You will get a shock of a lifetime tomorrow, a good one. If you break the chain you will be cursed with relationship problems for the next 2 years. Karma. If there is someone you loved, or still do, and can't get them out of your mind, re-post this in another city within the next 5 minutes. Its amazing how it works. If you truly miss someone, a past love, and can't seem to get them off your mind....then re-post this titled as " I Truly Do Miss You" Whoever you are missing will surprise you. Don't break this, for tonight at midnight, your true love will realize they love you and something great will happen to you tomorrow. Karma. You will get the shock of your life tomorrow"

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Hopeless romantic dying here...

Not much new and interesting to report. I'm attempting to keep an ad on craigslist, it's the closest I can get to a newspaper posting, without paying for the ad. The problem with it is, crazy spam for 2-3 days after I post. I thought the free singles sites were bad, holy crap. I get every "woman" in the area wanting a sex partner, and I make it very clear on my posting it's not what I'm looking for. I guess they can't read. lol
Oh, the woman from my last blog, we sort of reconciled, though it was mostly me wanting to part ways on good terms for a change. We aren't talking anymore, though she does have my email. If she remembers or cares is another matter. I won't be wasting the time I paid for on that site again, what a joke.
'Here, I'll pay for you to neglect me, then finally get around to talking to me... oh wait, here comes the judgment.' What a joke that was. I tried, she barely pretended to.
Other than that, I can sum thing up like a friend did, and it fits. Pretty people are @sses.
Seems like everyone is looking for "Mr/Mrs Perfect". I'm trying to find "Mrs Right", and they don't seem to exist either. Well, not for me anyway. According to my Pastor, he has done more wedding this year, than in the years he's been back to Michigan combined.
Some days, that's about like rubbing salt on the wound. I am reminded of the song 'Someone Elses Star". I keep wishing, and someone elses keeps getting what I'm wishing for.
I some times consider what a date would be like. Nice meal at a small restaurant, go for a walk at one of my favorite parks, get to know each other...... Then I come back to reality, and reality sucks, because it's still just me.
Here is a good one. I was walking at one of my favorite trails, and this older couple comes from the other way. Course we say hello in passing and the fella asked "Where is your partner?" 'I wish I had one.' was more or less my first thought. I faked a smile responded "It's just me." There is something wrong when and older couple even thinks I should be with someone. As things stand, I don't know how to get there from here. It takes 2, and it seems to be just me trying.